My Baby Momma

anybody who knows me is already aware of this but for those of u who don't, let me take a minute to catch u up. Our relationship started back in 1998, i was living in houston, tx and i remember seeing her for the first time on BET. She's the lead singer in a girl group. (destiny's child..more on them in a future post...stay tuned) The group was performing there first single "No, No, No" and i was IMMEDIATELY attracted to her voice. I'm a self professed music fanatic and i have a special appreciation for REAL singers. Not only did she have pipes but she was FINE ASS HELL. I mean u jus dont see girls with natural beauty and a ghetto booty at the same time. anyway i digress... back to Beyonce (damn jus sayin that name send tingles through me)..i wasnt crazy about the song but i knew i was crazy about her. i started reading everything written about the group and i've followed her career ever since. i've been with her through the breakups, lawsuits, movies etc.

ill never forget the first time i saw her in person. i've always wondered why people cry at concerts or when they saw there favorite celebrities but i know now. i was on the phone with david (my pledge dad) walking down 5th ave (i think) i saw this beautiful girl walking out of the Gucci store with this BIG dude and another girl. she didnt have on any makeup and her hair was pulled back in a ponytail. i told david "this girl looks just like beyonce...oh my god it's her" i started hypervenilating and could hardly breath. no words came out i just pointed. she saw me and started laughing and waving. i'll never forget that moment. EVER!

one of the major things that facinates me about her is the fact that she raw yet absoluting AMAZING natural talent. she writes her own material and her voice is simply FUCKING FANTASTIC! the other unique quality about her that puts her in a completely different catagory that her counterparts is her humble spirit. from the beginning, she has always been HUMBLE. in every interview, she's gracious, modest and most of all grateful. it's always been clear to me that she LOVES what she's doing. her work ethic inspires me because she's worked so hard (from the beginning) and her efforts are finally paying off.

people have hated on her from the start. i've gotten into HEATED debates with people about her defending her as if we are close friends. the ONLY i've ever agreed with the haters on is her acting ability. She is definitely in need of about 10 more acting classes before she can be solidified a bonafide actress. i was heartbroken when i found out she was dating Jay-Z. but the more i thought about it, the more it made sense. Good girls like bad boys! and at least he's on top of his game and can take care of her.

I can't wait till see her in about 5 years after she's had a baby or 2 and lived a little. the world won't be ready because she hasnt even scratched the surface of her potential. maybe one day she'll realize we have a child together and start paying some goddamn child support....